Sunday, March 21, 2010

Longing

Not much has changed since my last post, but still very subtly things are improving. I want everything to work out so badly that I spend almost all my time as if I was on a tight rope walk just waiting for this time to pass. I do realize that this is not a good thing, for, by setting these elusive expectations from the times to come not only do I destroy my present, but also endanger the future.

A french proverb says...
"The first half of life is spent in longing for the second - the second half in regretting the first”

I just hope this is not true for me because right now I am clearly in the first half of my life, longing for the second...

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